Scapegoat child

Even as a child, I often felt alone and different from most people around me
I was also good at being alone, and still am
Even as a child, I was often not always understood; I was frequently bullied, ignored, imitated, or laughed at
I still don't think it's a reason to treat someone who is different from others that way
I am very proud that I have always managed to walk my own path
I am very proud of everything I have achieved in my life
Admittedly, my story has changed since I know where certain symptoms come from
My previously published books would have to be rewritten for that reason
To move forward and continue with my own life, I have broken off certain contacts
I also listen to a lot of podcasts and read a lot of books
I gained my knowledge of being a scapegoat child—or the black sheep of the family, or a victim of narcissistic abuse and pathological liars—because I constantly felt a certain unease in my overall being; in short: there was apparently more going on
I went searching and found the book 'The Black Sheep of the Family' and discovered so much more about my life
I enjoy listening to the wise lessons of Carl Jung and a number of Dutch experts on YouTube